Look at the state of my face
The trace of a man who you know, did it remain?
Look how fast I'm changing
You every word make me aging
I don't see, I don't hear anything
I stop to feel even your
Laugh can't touch me now
I know, that every pain helps to build my
Own wall
The next list of complaints
Is it a lie or just a joke?
I know, it's banal
But I, before the fear will consume me
I will shoot myself in the head in this beautiful night
And stifle my empty laugh again
I will shoot myself in the head
I already pull the next bottle
Know, know that I won't give up
Till I feel somewhere
Floating blood inside
Till I have the taste of life in my mouth
Till the smell of grass knocks me out
I don't see, I don't hear anything
I stop to feel even the pain
I don't see, I don't hear anything
I stop to feel even the pain
But I, before the fear will consume me
I will shoot myself in the head in this beautiful night
And stifle my empty laugh again
I will shoot myself in the head
I already pull the next bottle
Again, like many times before
I will do it again
I know that I'll come undone
And nobody will reach me
I will plunge a new thorn
I will shoot myself in the head
I already pull the next bottle
But I, before the fear will consume me
I will shoot myself in the head in this beautiful night
Yes, I know, mother-night will swing me again
When I will shoot myself in the head with the shard of glass