I open my eyes and glance at my clock
I turn my head to the left, I feel queasy
Who is that who is lying on my bed?
I crawl up, oops, I don't feel steady
The one who picks up is the one who shares everything
I stumble towards the bathroom
They are going to talk about this again
I look in the mirror, my makeup smeared
I think back on yesterday, drunken foreplays
I take a hot shower, the water shall swallow the dirt
I made a mistake again, I don't deny that
I'm washing my body, covered with sweat
but the scent stays on my skin, it becomes burnt on my spine
(refrain:)
Go away, run quickly
Don't stay at this dark burrow
Just leave, you don't need to explain
You belong with those other ones
You wake up
You smoke a cigarette, it burns my lungs
You scratch your stomach, I think: "how fucking cheap it is to come to my home and love only for a moment"
I hide my body with the towel
I'm more lonely than a wolf without a pack
That stranger wouldn't have had a chance otherwise
Eyes glance from the roof to the corners
I glance secretly at your face
and I don't remember which name goes with them
The room is stuffy and fucking dark
(refrain)
I'm searching from everywhere, I wouldn't even have to
I prefer to be a lone wolf and a recluse
than a beggar begging for acceptance
there's another person in this house but still I'm alone
I didn't ask, I didn't tell
Thinking afterwards, would have been better if I hadn't taken with me
But it doesn't matter, I have seen many like you
One face more doesn't make me unhappy
My life is to stay drunk whole night
and to be ashamed during the next morning, to let the guest go
Stay for a day or for a year, I don't care
You are disposable to me, and I am to you
I won't cry after you when you leave
If you see tears running on my cheeks
it's because you weren't any different than the others
cute on the outside, empty on the inside
With a swig I wash away your taste
I howl to the moon about my yearning
At the evening I piss away the memory of you
and continue from where I left it yesterday
(refrain)