I threw everything that belonged to you to trash.
I got a new haircut, I got it dyed to yellow.
Remember, how I saved you as ''My only one'' on my phone?
I immediately deleted it and saved you with your name like everyone else.
Being without you sweetened me up,
oh how I neglected myself.
I don't care, I'm glad it is over.
A huge burden has been lifted off of my shoulders.
I'm already used to your absence.
Trust me.
I threw myself onto streets.
I touched drunken strangers' hands.
I didn't even feel regret.
But I wasn't pleased with my situation either.
I don't care, I'm glad it is over.
A huge burden has been lifted off of my shoulders.
I'm already used to your absence.
Trust me.
I'm actually really well.
For starters, I feel so much more free.
My bed is all for me now.
I say ''Finally I'm saved!'', ''Now everything is completely mine''
I do whatever I please.
But sometimes, especially when sun sets,
i cant say i dont feel a little weird.
I ache, I miss you.
For example, I cant throw your pictures away, I can't look at them either.
I get furious, I get so furious, sometimes I want to hurt you.
Then I calm down, I feel sorry for you too.
But I'm healing, yes I'm healing!
I don't care, I'm glad it is over.
A huge burden has been lifted off of my shoulders.
I'm already used to your absence.
Trust me.