İyileşiyorum [English translation]

I threw everything that belonged to you to trash.

I got a new haircut, I got it dyed to yellow.

Remember, how I saved you as ''My only one'' on my phone?

I immediately deleted it and saved you with your name like everyone else.

Being without you sweetened me up,

oh how I neglected myself.

I don't care, I'm glad it is over.

A huge burden has been lifted off of my shoulders.

I'm already used to your absence.

Trust me.

I threw myself onto streets.

I touched drunken strangers' hands.

I didn't even feel regret.

But I wasn't pleased with my situation either.

I don't care, I'm glad it is over.

A huge burden has been lifted off of my shoulders.

I'm already used to your absence.

Trust me.

I'm actually really well.

For starters, I feel so much more free.

My bed is all for me now.

I say ''Finally I'm saved!'', ''Now everything is completely mine''

I do whatever I please.

But sometimes, especially when sun sets,

i cant say i dont feel a little weird.

I ache, I miss you.

For example, I cant throw your pictures away, I can't look at them either.

I get furious, I get so furious, sometimes I want to hurt you.

Then I calm down, I feel sorry for you too.

But I'm healing, yes I'm healing!

I don't care, I'm glad it is over.

A huge burden has been lifted off of my shoulders.

I'm already used to your absence.

Trust me.