İyileşiyorum [English translation]

I´ve thrown away all your stuff to he garbage

I´ve cut my hair immediately and have dyed them blond

Remember, when I saved your number as „sweetheart“ in my phone?

I´ve deleted it instantly and saved it as your name, like all the others.

Being without you is doing so good to me

I neglected myself so much

I don´t care, luckily it´s over

A big burden has been lifted from my shoulders

I got used to being without you long ago,

believe me.

I´ve thrown myself to the streets

Have touched drunken strange hands

I didn´t even regret it at all

But I wasn´t happy about my situation neither

I don´t care, luckily it´s over

A big burden has been lifted from my shoulders

I got used to being without you long ago,

believe me.

Actually I´m doing very well

Firstly, I´m feeling free

I sleep diagonally in the bed

I think: „Oh, finally. Now everything is completely mine“

I´m doing whatever I feel like

But sometimes, especially during the evenings,

it feels strange.

I´m suffering,

I´m missing

I can´t throw away your photos, for example.

Can´t look at them.

I´m getting angry. Very angry.

I want to make you miserable.

Want to hurt you.

Afterwards I calm down.

I´m feeling sorry for you aswell.

But I´m recovering, yes.

I´m recovering...

I don´t care, luckily it´s over

A big burden has been lifted from my shoulders

I got used to being without you long ago,

believe me.