I have thrown away all that you had
I have had my hair cut and dyed it blond
You know I had saved you on my phone as "my one and only"
Deleted now and saved you by your name like anyone else.
Being without you has been good for me
How much I had neglected myself
I don't care, I'm glad it's over
A huge burden has lifted over my shoulders
I got used to your absence already
Believe me
I have thrown myself to streets
I have touched drunken stranger hands
I didn't regret at all
But I wasn't pleased with myself either
I don't care, I'm glad it's over
A huge burden has lifted over my shoulders
I got used to your absence already
Believe me
Actually I'm fine really
First of all I feel free
I sleep in bed diagonally
"Thank god!" I say, "Everything belongs to me now"
I do whatever I want
But sometimes, especially towards evening
There is something strange
I hurt, I miss
I can't throw away your photos for instance, I can't look at them
I get angry, very much
I want to make you feel upset, I want to hurt you
And then I calm down, I feel sorry for you too
But I'm getting better, getting much better
I don't care, I'm glad it's over
A huge burden has lifted over my shoulders
I got used to your absence already
Believe me