İyileşiyorum [English translation]

I have thrown away all that you had

I have had my hair cut and dyed it blond

You know I had saved you on my phone as "my one and only"

Deleted now and saved you by your name like anyone else.

Being without you has been good for me

How much I had neglected myself

I don't care, I'm glad it's over

A huge burden has lifted over my shoulders

I got used to your absence already

Believe me

I have thrown myself to streets

I have touched drunken stranger hands

I didn't regret at all

But I wasn't pleased with myself either

I don't care, I'm glad it's over

A huge burden has lifted over my shoulders

I got used to your absence already

Believe me

Actually I'm fine really

First of all I feel free

I sleep in bed diagonally

"Thank god!" I say, "Everything belongs to me now"

I do whatever I want

But sometimes, especially towards evening

There is something strange

I hurt, I miss

I can't throw away your photos for instance, I can't look at them

I get angry, very much

I want to make you feel upset, I want to hurt you

And then I calm down, I feel sorry for you too

But I'm getting better, getting much better

I don't care, I'm glad it's over

A huge burden has lifted over my shoulders

I got used to your absence already

Believe me