I've opened a new page in my life
First in the name of God, then in yours, I commenced
Anything that didn't reach or find you,
I've thoughtlessly and unhesitatingly stoned by hand
Whether it was worth it or not, I've been reckless again
My heart doesn't give it a rest, even despite you
Come over one night, even if you can't stay over, stay briefly
My condition is like this all the time anyhow; uneasy and thorned
Oh I'm useless, out-of-focus
I've missed you so much, I'm very lonesome
I'm helpless, my everblooming, suddenly leaving (person)