Unfortunately when you look at it, it doesn't even look like the past.
Neither does it look like a piece of peace nor does it resemble chilldhood joys.
It's like a tribe migrated over me,
nobody even turned around and looked.
S/he didn't ask,
s/he didn't ask, ''Are you okay?''
Again, I couldn't manage to die.
I couldn't stay far away from the ghost of you.
I couldn't curse again, I just poured
your all surrounding yearning into my essence of being.