I love you so much
That I'm afraid of word 'love'
I'm not with you
So better if I wouldn't be at all
I'm afraid of remembering about you
I'm afraid of forgetting anything
I'm afraid that I won't find right words
When I'll have to say them
This is our nuclear explosion
This is the love
I'll sob violently for five years
Just to recover it
I'm afraid of your face
Of your avid searching eyes
I'm afraid of starting from the end
Not seeing the beginning of us
I'm afraid of the morning
I afraid that I'll understand it at last
Will stop be scared of you
I'll start despise you