Я так боюсь [Ya tak boyus'] [English translation]

You know, I am so afraid,

That we will never meet again.

I will wipe away a salty sadness from my face and pretend,

That I am so much fun.

You know, I am so afraid,

That we will let go of each other's hands.

You know, I am so afraid,

That we will change, but separately.

Chorus:

I will never, never tell you, that I am so afraid,

I am so afraid with my every ragged wound,

I run faster and become more alive.

Strange as it may seem, but after all, the most terrifying thing for me is

To drown in the two oceans of your bright eyes.

I am so afraid!

It’s scary, when Motherland barks from the roadside like a drunk stepmother,

The prison brandishes its baton, a soul will be mutilated to blackness.

What will we do, when

A haughty cop plants drugs on us.

It’s so easy to break us,

We are obedient fragile cogs.

Chorus:

I will never, never tell you, that I am so afraid,

I am so afraid with my every ragged wound,

I run faster and become more alive.

Strange as it may seem, but after all, the most terrifying thing for me is

To drown in the two oceans of your bright eyes.

I am so afraid!

It’s scary to realize,

That we never saw anything.

Songs are just words, self-deceit,

Fantasies, figments.

It’s scary, that the day will come,

When our parents will die,

It drives us crazy, cause in fact we have not grown up.