I remember almost to the minute
That day in September
When I recognized that in the morning
you weren't there...
I remember, how words made from lead1
tore me to pieces
How much it hurt me to meet
my father's eyes
And an autumn leaf fell down,
changing color,
And the world went after it
We waste our whole lives for the sake of lists
of unnecessary victories.
There is a time for everything, only soon
There will be no time
We don't appreciate, lose, and pay
with tears of loss
of the eternal line of epitaphs
and funeral dates
In my soul
your light remains.
It will live
but you no longer do.
Well if there was a chance
to change anything,
I would give everything
so that you could now be alive.
But you are no longer here
I only ask you, my brother,
forgive me for everything,
I couldn't help you,
and couldn't rescue you
But if there was a chance
to change anything,
I would give everything
so that you could now be alive.
In my soul
your light remains.
It will live
but you no longer do.
But if there was a chance
to change anything,
I would give everything
so that you could now be alive.
But you are no longer here
1. Presumably meaning written down in pencil