Her, she slides and tramples me
And even if sometimes I don't mind
I know the day I lose her
I'll suffer again over her
Who appears and then hides
Who leaves me and returns to me
Who is the question and the answer
Who is my darkness and my star
Her, she combs through my soul and tangles it,
Goes with me but I don't know where she goes
My rival and my partner
Who is deeply engrained in my life
yet still remains outsider
I know I'll lose myself again,
and that there I'll find her
But with another visage
And with another name, another body
Yet it'll still be her, who'll again transport me
She never answers me, even as wheel turns
Her, she makes herself cold and eternal
She's a sigh trapped in a tempest
The one whose voice I've so often changed,
the people who come and go
But it's always her
Who lies to me and denies it
Who forgets me yet remembers
But if my mouth is mistaken
But if my mouth is mistaken
and when I call her I name another
Sometimes she has compassion for this insane,
Blind and insane heart.
(Chorus~ )
Let it, let it be what God wills it to be
My crime is the absurdity of ignoring
There's those completely lacking of heart
And it's still burning, still burning me
And it burns me.
And if it were her?
Her, she combs through my soul and tangles it,
Goes with me, or so I say
My rival, my partner; yes that's her.
So it burdens me when a new goodbye is looming
And I'll lose her again, and again I'll ask
As she leaves and there won't be an answer
And if that who vanishes
If the one I'm losing
If it were her, if it were her
(Chorus again ~)
Sometimes she has compassion for this insane,
Blind and insane heart.
Was it? Who's to tell me if it were her?
And if life is a wheel and it's turning
And no one knows when it has to jump
And I look at her
And if it were her?
If it were her?