心如刀割 [xīn rú dāo gē] [English translation]

My days are gray

My heart is blue

Touching your heart

It's like (trying to) penetrate light

(Towards) your casual self contentment

I feel helpless

(What causes) my heartache

is actually your happiness

Actually I don't want to be reluctant to part with you

But something is making me toss and turn restlessly

I don't think that persuading myself

Will make the days brighter

There is now a bitter taste inside my mouth

Because of you, I actually cried

Because of him, you really left

In this very moment the role of this world's

most broken-hearted

Is too much for only me

Because of you, I really loved

Because of him, you really left

I gave everything that I could give

all without reservation

Just so you know

My heart feels like it's been cut out