Lying all alone
Wishing you would call
Writing all my thoughts has broken all my bones
You gave it all up
You threw it all away
There's nothing I can do
What do I think you've done?
You know it's even worse than what's in my head
You don't believe me when I tell you:
I don't want to be a fraud
And pretend that everything's fine
I won't be here when you get home
I'm not gonna sit here and die!
I'll follow through again this time
I'll swallow swords
Spit out my pride
I'll be just fine
You read me like a book
you know I'm running out of legs to stand on
I won't believe you when you tell me:
These old habits die so hard,
there's no intervention in sight.
There's no point in calling you,
We're just gonna stand here and fight
So maybe one day
The pain will go away
and I will see your face,
I won't even care.
I'm changing all the locks
'Cause I can't change you.