What am I to say? lyrics

What am I to say?

I'm all wrapped up in apathy

and I don't want to stay this way

There's nothing left to do

now that I am onto you

All I want to know is the truth

And I don't want to go

but I feel like I should

'cause' I'm falling apart

and I die, and die, and die

How could you be the better part of me

when we're only half of what we used to be?

Today, could you see, this isn't what we need

and I'm leaving all the pieces how they fell

So goodbye, farewell

What am I to say?

I still remember everyday

and memories don't fade away

And it all falls apart

in the shadows of the past

It can seem to be so hard but it's time the feelings pass

How could you be the better part of me

when we're only half of what we used to be?

Today, could you see, this isn't what we need

and I'm leaving all the pieces how they fell

So goodbye, farewell

To pull the trigger is now what you've waited for

I stand accused myself, sometimes I'm wrong, God help me

And hear beneath my lie, what am I praying for?

I don't believe in hell but I just might be there tonight

How could you be the better part of me

when we're only half of what we used to be?

Today, could you see, this isn't what we need

and I'm leaving all the pieces how they fell

So goodbye, farewell

Goodbye, farewell