I’ll pick up your cat and shake her
till everything drops out
what she ever ate from my hand
later I’ll shake the carpet
and if it’s a hair of my own that I found
I’ll simply pocket it
nothing shall give you bad memories
reveal what I have been to you
now you may think it’s not that bad
but later when it gets really sad
when your past comes down on you heavily
Then it’s rather to be pure as a new piece of paper again.
also I’ll hereafter be different
of the one who you’ve seen as me
a salvation army will get all this mess
and even the trousers you knitted for me
I’ll sit on the floor, eat out of my hands
watch as many cartoons as I can
whatever you hated I’m happy to do
I’ll be simply as pure as a new piece of paper again
I can’t even go to the sea anymore
where the wind longs for your hair
where every wave is your sigh
and every grain of sand is a glance (look) of you
I’d so like to be an astronaut
would fly to stars where nothing is familiar
and spoilt (screwed up) by your touch.
I’ll never be as pure as a new piece of paper again.