I believed in something and I was waiting for something
In the jostling of pointless days,
I just got tired, but I didn't get
Neither richer nor smarter.
I exchanged love for love,
I was searching for kindnes from kindness,
But I see now, -
It's all in vain.
But sometime in the past the yard was the entire world,
The attic was full of mysteries.
Seven thousand days passed since then,
But didn't notice how.
As it seems it's time something to be changed,
But what, - I can't get it.
They promised me - everything is ahead, -
How can I know...
And it seemed to me, without my ideas
The world cannot live not a single day,
It turned out that in the world there are plenty of people,
And everyone is wiser than me.
But why for so many years
The world changes so lazily,
And the wise will come after the stupid
just following them.
And I wanted to know the good and the evil,
To differ the good from the bad,
I was lucky, - I could understand,
How difficult is the step from word to job.
And how it is silly to saw from your shoulder,
And how it's simple to be right in your speech,
And how it's scary to start
Everything from scratch.