I don't have the programming, the joy, the processes
I make an effort but life is weird
I drew my thoughts, turned my synapses inside out
I didn't find anything
There's a rare, ephemeral species that I'm obsessed with
The others talk to me, I'm somewhere else
The others talk to me, I'm somewhere else
The others talk to me, I'm somewhere else
The others talk to me, I'm somewhere else
The others talk to me, I'm somewhere else
But who is there to save me from my nights of fear
If I think about it too much, I'm sure to die
And if I miss everything, it’s because of my cowardly brain
I'm a little anxious, the world is vast
He is lost (lost, lost)
He is lost (lost, lost)
He is lost (lost, lost)
He is lost (lost, lost)
I'm stupid in front of people, my eyes open
Sometimes I speak, but I'm not there
I'm above and I'm floating
I watch the world, I take notes
And they are strong, full of security
I'm fragile, full of doubts
And they are stable, well adjusted
I'm balancing, ready to fall
The others talk to me, I'm somewhere else
The others talk to me, I'm somewhere else
The others talk to me, I'm somewhere else
The others talk to me, I'm somewhere else
But who is there to save me from my nights of fear
If I think about it too much, I'm sure to die
And if I miss everything, it’s because of my cowardly brain
I'm a little anxious, the world is vast
I visualised hell in my icy eyes
Years gone by, and I'm back down to earth
But I missed it all in those horrorful days
And I remembered their smell
It started after I turned 18
I smoked at home one evening all alone
Except, I smoked too much and had a bad trip
All night I was worried, I was terrorized
I couldn't calm down
I felt like I was going to die
I had more emotion, I was a brick wall
Since then, I feel like I'm in a dream
Not really there
The others talk to me, I'm somewhere else
The others talk to me, I'm somewhere else
The others talk to me, I'm somewhere else
The others talk to me, I'm somewhere else
But who is there to save me from my nights of fear
If I think about it too much, I'm sure to die
And if I miss everything, it’s because of my cowardly brain
I'm a little anxious, the world is vast
I visualised hell in my icy eyes
Years gone by, and I'm back down to earth
But I missed it all in those horrorful days
And I remembered their smell
The others talk to me, I'm somewhere else
The others talk to me, I'm somewhere else
The others talk to me, I'm somewhere else
The others talk to me, I'm somewhere else
The others talk to me, I'm somewhere else
The others talk to me, I'm somewhere else
The others talk to me, I'm somewhere else
The others talk to me, I'm somewhere else