If I made a list of all my mistakes
From those that are minor to the worst ones,
The list would fully expose the wounds,
the failures, the lost love and lies I've lived.
I would offer aroma of amber
I would offer aroma of cedar and even my tears
Even with the patience that the sea provides me, I'd still be waiting an entire lifetime
Before the broken confidence is able to fully heal
If I could begin again
I would not have time to repair my mistakes
If I made a voyage through my inner-self
And survived my internal memories of lament
I would return wanting to ask for the strength to say how truly sorry I am
If I made a voyage through my inner-self
If I could begin again
I would not have time to repair my mistakes
The water has spilled
The thirst I feel will never be quenched.
oo oo oo
oo oo oo
How many more memories can my mind keep?
How many more of these can my mind treasure?
I feel the sweet temptation
To let it all go
How much more space do I truly want to occupy within?
(My mind can no longer hold memories)
How many more issues can I carry within?
(One's final departure in life should not carry unresolved issues)
I feel the sweet temptation
To let it all go
I feel the sweet temptation
To "gift" everything I possess
If I could begin again
(oo oo oo oo)
I would not have time to repair my mistakes
(oo oo oo oo)
The water has spilled
(oo oo oo oo)
The thirst I feel will never be quenched.
(oo oo oo oo)