I would love to put on paper, Mom, all this pain
which eats me from within like salt on my wounds
I know that God is above us and that He is your home
that you found a new home, but why couldn't I be with you
I am still my own, the way you love me
with a blunt spear and a cloak I chase those crows around the yard
I didn't have time to come to lunch at all
now I'm in a hurry to get there, but the house is always empty
I admit, I'm not like before, I don't laugh like I used to
sometimes like a mute I drink at night terrified
and I look at the pictures hanging on the pegs
every address you made to me was life
No, I didn't want anyone to see that I was weak
because you also gave everything for me to grow into the strongest
you will always find me on the path of strict patience
which you have been building for me since I was born, Mom
Ref.
On tired nights I pour sorrow into your eyes I dream my happiness
if loving is a crime, I will go to prison because my love has no end
I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you forever
I miss you so much you protect me from shit
to call me and let me know you're home, but I'm dreaming
I don't stop trying to succeed
only you believed I would buy you an apartment from music
Now I only hear shouts when I mention it
that I will not stop until they come from heaven to pick me up
i'm not looking for change, but i would like to briefly
to drive through the old area like we used to
As if time has stopped, I can't settle down
ever since they said with intensity that they couldn't save you
but faith does not fade, I continue as if you were there
and I'm left to complete your last mission
I have a vision, but it's like I don't have time
there is too little of it to change fundamentally
i am unhappy under this mask
while you were alive I didn't have to grow up
Surely you can still hear the songs I'm recording
and above you proudly tell everyone about them
sometimes I explode like a mine at the people around me
because they cannot complete the soul I have poisoned
But it's not over as long as I walk this country
hand in hand with Satan all the way to one
until I came out of the shackles
I'm desperate to be the last to be disappointed
Ref. 2x