For the last time
I take a look at you
I could say something but I'm silent
For the last time
You take a look at me
You just wait
If I'll ever see you again
I take a pen and paper which I write on
My last message since I have to tell you
What then when I'm not here anymore
What is the thing people are so afraid of
This is only life and it will be over soon
I lie on the ground, the gun on my temple
I wonder where and how this road will take me
Let me think it trough, let me think it trough
How do I handle this, how do I beat thoughts inside my head
How do I get rid of this hell inside my head
I didn't make it twenty-seven, I guess
And now everything will be over
For the last time
I take a look at you
I could say something but I'm silent
For the last time
You take a look at me
You just wait
If I'll ever see you again
If I'll ever see you again
If I'll ever see you
I didn't leave after all
even though my head says otherwise and tells me to jump
But it's not me, it's my dark side
and this shell is fragile like a weak ice
I fall in there, the feeling, this pain in my chest
why is the half of us alive and the other half is dead or in jail
Memories remain, but only a thought of you bothers me
I hate this world, why everyone can't have a chance
Time flies, flies until our feet can carry no longer
I close my eyes when it's raining
and I feel drops when they hit my face
and I'm gonna draw these secrets on my tattoos
I will figure them out by searching what I fear
I won't be under the pyramid but on the top of it
and doesn't matter how it goes, in me there's a lot to handle
I'm not sorry for making this song only for myself
For the last time
You take a look at me
You just wait
If I'll ever see you again