Viimeisen kerran [English translation]

For the last time

I take a look at you

I could say something but I'm silent

For the last time

You take a look at me

You just wait

If I'll ever see you again

I take a pen and paper which I write on

My last message since I have to tell you

What then when I'm not here anymore

What is the thing people are so afraid of

This is only life and it will be over soon

I lie on the ground, the gun on my temple

I wonder where and how this road will take me

Let me think it trough, let me think it trough

How do I handle this, how do I beat thoughts inside my head

How do I get rid of this hell inside my head

I didn't make it twenty-seven, I guess

And now everything will be over

For the last time

I take a look at you

I could say something but I'm silent

For the last time

You take a look at me

You just wait

If I'll ever see you again

If I'll ever see you again

If I'll ever see you

I didn't leave after all

even though my head says otherwise and tells me to jump

But it's not me, it's my dark side

and this shell is fragile like a weak ice

I fall in there, the feeling, this pain in my chest

why is the half of us alive and the other half is dead or in jail

Memories remain, but only a thought of you bothers me

I hate this world, why everyone can't have a chance

Time flies, flies until our feet can carry no longer

I close my eyes when it's raining

and I feel drops when they hit my face

and I'm gonna draw these secrets on my tattoos

I will figure them out by searching what I fear

I won't be under the pyramid but on the top of it

and doesn't matter how it goes, in me there's a lot to handle

I'm not sorry for making this song only for myself

For the last time

You take a look at me

You just wait

If I'll ever see you again