Viides Toukokuuta [English translation]

A lump in my throat

Sand in my eyes

It's hard for me

To wield a sword

I wouldn't like to be afraid

To stab with a word

It's difficult enough

If I stay alone

I'll stay if I stay

And also if I leave

I don't want to be sad

Maybe it would only make you laugh

The letter of resignation and a hatful1

And I wonder why I wonder

Why I stay today

To wonder about staying and leaving

When tomorrow I'll fill my head anyway

I look outside, it's turning green

The leaves of a tree

First love is giggling

It's the fifth of May

When black melts the winter snow away

It's intoxicating

It's springtime, I love, but I couldn’t

Give up on you

I did really love you

Those days of May

I realize it well now when I look

At spring with someone else

And I wonder why I wonder

Why I stay today

To wonder about staying and leaving

When tomorrow I'll fill my head anyway

1. I'm not sure about this line.