I'm a full-time entertainer
No nine to four here
Without no hitch, nope
I'm doing what I'm living for
And there's even also cash in the kitty (ow)
That sounds great, we're doing great (yup)
But I know there's a lot of things that follows with this job.
But it's only you that I want,
you who should pick me up when I fall off,
when I fly away,
when I run away into myself,
drink everything away and f*ck it all
take a sleeping pill to kill the flight, right.
And no it's not because it's oh so f*cking difficult to be Nik.
No it's because it's only you who see my ghosts
Only you touch my feelings
You're everything but one of those random girls
But I know you also know that I can't settle right now and right here.
It's those f*cking ambitions, man,
I'm always dreaming of more
Having a creepy dream about LA
And about a brand new bentley
That's why I say relax
When you're talking about a big family, hey
Hope you understand,
Hope you're able to
Letting me stay with you
Letting me love
Hope you understand how long it takes for me to become a human.
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All my shows baby
All that money baby
All I've achieved baby
All my dreams baby
I want a witness to it all
Why should I stand alone
I want, I want you with me
Oh oh oh
I'm not tired of clubs
Tired of girls
I'm not tired of drinks
Tired of sex
I'm not tired of the same comments
Not tired of the responsibility I have
I'm not tired of the business
Tired of money
I'm not tired of chasing after my dream
I'm okay with the fact that it all can hurt a little
That the light can dissapear for a moment
Cause I can take the rough with the smooth
I can pull myself up when I'm down
I can hold back my tears if I'm gonna cry
I can tell myself it doesn't matter
I'm fresh, I'm fly
See my crip, see my ride
I'm looking for happiness somewhere
I just need someone to share it with
Someone who understands my life
Understands my language
Someone who understands my goals and my needs
Someone I can take care of
Someone I can go shop (buy) the shoes I saw in New York
A girl that smiles, loves my jokes
Someone I can call after my shows
Someone who makes me crazy
Someone who makes me smart
Someone who makes me totally ow
I still love things that I can't get
And I still believe in love
I have my family
Have my crew
Have a melody
Have a flow
And if you're listening I know you believe
In every single line, every single word
Baby you're not alone
I have a life that I'm ready to share
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