Yo zen, we all have fears
Im scared of heights
It started as an surprise, i couldn't avoid it. Like my grip started to loose, and hands were waving around.
Fastly we climbed up.
I didn't even realize how far we had come.
"Never look down"
They say, but still i just forced myself to look.
My mouth was dry, earth asked me to come, no wonder how i felt so dizzy.
But i had to keep going, so i sacrificed my friends, family, woman and even my sleep.
Even though opening to someone was so easy before, angriness is fear and i hated people.
I didn't realize what was wrong. I didn't went out for weeks, not even my front yard.
But even though i turned back just in time, i almost were a patient of psychiatric hospital.
I can't get away with vertigo.
Therapy won't work, even though i upped my medical pills.
Earth asks to come, heart beats. I feared that i fall, but i felt like jumping.
I can't get away with vertigo.
Therapy won't work, even though i upped my medical pills.
Earth asks to come, heart beats. I feared that i fall, but i felt like jumping.
We all have fears and neurotics things to do. Others are scared of dark, i have vertigo.
Others are trying to get any way possible, but i rather live with my boots on ground.
And where i am now, i like what is it to be here, because i have seen long time ago what it felt like to be up.
But im thankful what happened, i wouldn't be so strong if i couldn't get through it.
Walking is just an controlled falling, and real path desings by your struggles.
At least i know how to open hard things, and what would life be without scars.
I didn't know when i got into this job, but people tend to put others on showcase.
And i dont like to be there, so please dont. Do it to someone who wants to be star.
I can't get away with vertigo.
Therapy won't work, even though i upped my medical pills.
Earth asks to come, heart beats. I feared that i fall, but i felt like jumping.
I can't get away with vertigo.
Therapy won't work, even though i upped my medical pills.
Earth asks to come, heart beats. I feared that i fall, but i felt like jumping.
I can't get away with vertigo.
Therapy won't work, even though i upped my medical pills.
Earth asks to come, heart beats. I feared that i fall, but i felt like jumping.
I can't get away with vertigo.
Therapy won't work, even though i upped my medical pills.
Earth asks to come, heart beats. I feared that i fall, but i felt like jumping.