Shadow, you're my bright world,
Vacuum of my life,
Like a bloody fest,
Broken are the days that are gone.
Maybe I'm ridiculous,
Like some buffoon to please the crowd.
Black hood
Hurts my eye, like a sickle!
Love and humility - that is the reason of being!
(refrain:)
You're my cross, you're my light - Vera!
You are my sphere forever!
Yes, I do live in a prayer,
Praising the name of Christ, but I am madly tired.
And I know, that
Life is given only once from above,
But I don't want to live quietly,
Devil has entered my soul,
Which is like a spring well,
Like crystal!
I'm so tired of dreams,
I cannot sleep no more!
I want to tear apart
The light of my shackles.
Forgive me,
For I am not a saint
Better let me go,
And don't hallow "Stop!"
Repent, sinner, and I will forgive you!
(refrain)
And in the stained glass of false mirrors
I've found your soul.
And the shadow of doubt
Is lurking inside of it.
And you're afraid to sin,
But cannot live without sins,
Forget your fear, you fool, -
Look me into the eyes!
Open your eyes, servant of god, ha-ha,
I bear you the fire which brings warmth
To the soul and stirs the blood. Open your eyes
And descend from heavens down to earth.
No, 'tis not a mortal sin
And not the temptation of darkness,
But I hear laughter,
And it is the laughter of Satan.
I'd rather live in Christ
Till the end of my days,
Or die in the throes for you!
And the shadows of doubt will turn to dust once more!
(refrain)