I'm tired of the powers
That guide my life
That take you away and make you fall in love with them
I don't know is it wrong
That I wasn't willing to die while standing
Because that would've happened if I had remained stuck in yesterday
Something held me in that
It was so awfully strong
And it didn't want to let go
Almost like flesh and blood,
Bigger than mountains, sea,
It grew into that in my head
I'm not expecting a surprise
I'm not holding my breath
I want to leave all that behind
This escape of mine has been done
I'm not brave,
And not immortal,
But I only know that
What heart has known for a long time;
This escape of mine has been done
I'm not going to feel fear
Even though I'm afraid that it isn't up to me
But I think a human is stronger than that
I'm going to let it die
I won't give it room to breathe anymore
I don't, I don't owe it anything anymore
I will build my home alone
I alone will heal myself
And I'll force myself to stay together
I'm not that pitiful rag
Whose heart has been sucked dry
I won't build a room for it in my home
I'm not expecting a surprise
I'm not holding my breath
I want to leave all that behind
This escape of mine has been done
I'm not brave,
And not immortal,
But I only know that
What heart has known for a long time;
This escape of mine has been done
I'm not going to feel fear
Even though I'm afraid that it isn't up to me
But I think a human is stronger than that
I'm gonna let it die
I won't give it room to breathe anymore
I don't, I don't owe it anything anymore