Vaikeeta [English translation]

I miss it when someone hugs me

Holds me for a while, says that I'm loved

This is way too hard

to follow these rails home by myself

I don't know if I can feel anything anymore

Everyone just dies and there's no one left here

This is way too hard

to stitch these wrists by myself

{Verse 1} {Heviteemu}

I stay awake alone, this hasn't felt like a home for a long time

For a long time my thoughts haven't felt like mine

I just want everyone to come back

Bad cards in my pack

Since I lose everyone I love

I'm just scared that I will be left alone

Yeah, everyone dies, how I'm supposed to survive?

{Chorus}

I miss it when someone hugs me

Holds me for a while, says that I'm loved

This is way too hard

to follow these rails home by myself

I don't know if I can feel anything anymore

Everyone just dies and there's no one left here

This is way too hard

to stitch these wrists by myself

{Verse 2} {Costee}

And there's nothing wrong with that

I don't always wanna see tomorrow either

They think that I'm suicidal but I'm not

I would never do anything to myself

I go high if I want to

And I come back down in the morning

You need hugs again

But I can't have you anymore

Sorry you had to deal with this

{Chorus}

I miss it when someone hugs me

Holds me for a while, says that I'm loved

This is way too hard

to follow these rails home by myself

I don't know if I can feel anything anymore

Everyone just dies and there's no one left here

This is way too hard

to stitch these wrists by myself

I miss it when someone hugs me

Holds me for a while, says that I'm loved

This is way too hard

to stitch these wrists by myself