I stopped messing around, it was the best thing ever,
But tell me who can love a broken head
Who's quiet and strange cause head is stuck
I only see nightmares in my dreams,
In them I'm chased or loved ones are slayed
How can I stay strong in the mornings,
Or in evenings when I revolve in my emotions and i'm annoyed,
When I can't sleep even when pills tire me
Have you met anyone as embarrassing
All those dopes left an empty feeling, ah,
That's why I'm sometimes so awkward,
Like this would be a dinner arranged by my boss
Unknown ghosts walk past me,
My meds block me from feeling
I'd like to cry but that's just not possible,
I'd like to laugh but that's just not possible
Step by step
I climb back to the world, near to the light
Back to you
With each picture I paint, with new colors,
A new story, a beautiful scenery
And I come to you
I should have realized from other's mistakes,
I did promise I wouldn't follow my brothers' path
I took and smoked drugs, seperated from my group,
After all that it's a wonder I'm still breathing
Seducing girls and drunken bragging,
Friends one by one shouted "Stop being a mess"
It took me way too long to realize it,
Now I have goals and I want to reach them
When she heard of my bad years,
My mom said that life needs to be a color film
Before it was a haze, I'm seeking a new one,
I'm devolping all the time to a better direction
But the weight of this on my shoulders I can't understate,
When mom got sick I couldn't process
You're everything to me, I own you this verse,
I would give away everything to make you healthy again
Step by step
I climb back to the world, near to the light
Back to you
With each picture I paint, with new colors,
A new story, a beautiful scenery
And I come to you
And I come to you
And I come to you
Wrong choices drop me to the bottom
Those hard times I wanted to forget,
But they follow next to me and remind,
That I should never give up
Wrong choices drop me to the bottom
Those hard times I wanted to forget,
But they follow next to me and remind,
That I should never give up
Step by step
I climb back to the world, near to the light
Back to you
With each picture I paint, with new colors,
A new story, a beautiful scenery
And I come to you