At first it didn't matter
that it was five pm
the next day before I was home
You didn't even comment on the scent
of a strange woman's perfume hanging heavy in the air
Did you seriously think I only had you
Or did what you did and looked the other way
I had no intentions on playing your game
I do to others before they do to me
That I'm paranoid by what you're saying now
I know that, ho, I have it on paper
In need of care, but I couldn't let go of my logic
whenever it told me you where a bitch
And I really tried, cause I wanted to
But my feelings for you where so fucking distant
It's just because we are humans
And this is my script
Confessions of a sinner
I'm sorry, sow
It wasn't supposed to go this way
I was the wrong person to trust
Don't worry, I still got time
To get it all thrown back at me again
Bad karma where did you go
Know that you hate me now, but
Here is my dick, can you forgive it?
You said I was charming and I pretended
That this was where I heard those words for the first time
Studied your features, your way of smiling
Your reaction to words and your way of saying them
Your daily incidents that made you happy
So I could compensate for not telling who, where and what
It was unbelievable how clichés should be delivered
Started small, so you ate it up raw
And you were easy to manipulate
It was too easy to speak your eyes out of believing what they're seeing
And you tried to tell me no one else would want me
So I let you lick it of off me
You said it was rooted in insecurity
Cause you shouldn't stand boldly when you're lying down
It's just because we are humans
And this is my script
Confessions of a sinner
I'm sorry, sow
It wasn't supposed to go this way
I was the wrong person to trust
Don't worry, I still got time
To get it all thrown back at me again
Bad karma where did you go
Know that you hate me now, but
Here is my dick, can you forgive it?
When the question occurs I pack my back
It was only for you that I kept a straight face
Cared for you as much as I could
You know what happens to neglected dogs
Attempted to find something we both could feel for
Couldn't stand sugarsweet emotions
And then what do you do?
It warms my heart to see you break apart
Cause then at least pain is something we can enjoy sharing
I'm sorry, I know it
We both had enough
I want to spoil you
But you'll always just be a bitch to me
Forget who we were just fucking
Why do you want me when I can't stand sensitivity
I hate all those fucking people
So forgive if you want, the confessions of a sinner
I'm sorry, sow
It wasn't supposed to go this way
I was the wrong person to trust
Don't worry, I still got time
To get it all thrown back at me again
Bad karma where did you go
Know that you hate me now, but
Here is my dick, can you forgive it?