I lie hidden beneath the leaves
I lie hidden beneath the snow
I'm stuck with my hands in the ground
In the memory of a nightmare
I'm so far away from you
As in another country although one close to yours
When everything seemed easy in your life
When you felt closed out of mine
I try but I lose every time
Either they leave me or I leave them
I'd understand if you changed your mind and turned the other way
The years go into each other
And I realise time is short
The seasons melt together
And I want to remember that which
I once forgot
And you who has walked alongside me
Tell me, do I seem heavier now?
I've been so faithful to that which I believe
And held onto apologies longing to get out
I try but I lose every time
Either they leave me or I leave them
I would understand if you changed your mind and turned the other way
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If you lean against the sun
If I lean against you
I'll become better with time
If you are patient with me