Und was ist jetzt? [English translation]

I can hear you speak these words like yesterday

That you and me were something special

All too beautiful to forget, thank God I can see

One cannot match you with words (maybe there's a better expression for this...)

For you it’s not enough to hurt you have to tear up hearts

You were gentle to me, told me how much you love me

That there’s nobody who understands your heart like me

And that nobody else will ever come into question

No matter if the day might come one day where doubts arise

Because the two of us united are too strong for quarrels

You swore faithfulness and more, you said you forgive me

You said you’d be there, but what remained when you left

You said you’d save me and console me

You’d help me, you said you’d fill

And replace what I myself am not

You swore you’d be in happiness or panic

Swore you’d give support

But when I fall I feel nothing (of it)

You swore you’d be the woman of my life until I die

You’d be the mother of my children and (you’d be) with me through good and bad (times)

And what happened now

For you I am only some „Ex“

What happened now

You don’t care if I rap about you

du siehst mich und guckst einfach nur weg,

und was ist jetzt,

Am I easy to forget

Am I substituted

I’ve tried everything from Telefone to e-mail and letter

To the point where I started to write about you desperately

You’ve blocked everything, that’s why every sorrow remained in my head

Since I couldn’t tell it to anybody, I wrote it down and dropped it again

My mom even cried, she heard it and understood

That in the end every rhyme I write is screaming your name

Every Valentine’s Day, Birthday and New Year’s Eve

Flower and cards nevertheless I had nothing else but waiting anxiously

Whether you’d have mercy with me someday and you’d give an answer to my questions

Which blow up my head, while once I promised to you to always carry it high

And I also promised you to be with you

But didn’t break it (the promise), even if it was not as easy for you

Hidden and concealed, I have decieved myself in you

You are far too weak and lazy

To keep your promises or simply have consideration for something

You’ve left me, you’re the one to blame

So come and care for the burden which creates selfishness

What happend to the big love now

To the big plans of our life together

The common ground, our dreams and the whole time

They fade away like nothing, I am an optimist but hope leaves me

Don’t just leave me behind like this, isn’t there at least hatered for me

I can’t understand you anymore no matter how hard I try

You’re the one anymore who was with me, this woman has died unfortunately

Now you have the courage to say you like to move to the place where I live

Do I look like a clone, I won’t let my welfare be threatened

You think everyhing is perfectly easy between us, it is super nice

When you tell me a short while before (it happens) everything is cool and settled

But Babe I’m sorry this is not your territory

It is not enough after all this time to have ten minutes of smalltalk and smiles

And don’t tell me about your new guy, what’s the count, I should be delighted

Applaude that you feel better, I feel bad and I cry

Every night when I wake up again soaked in sweat

Because who knows if you ever loved me

Since I don’t feel anything of this sh*t