I can hear you speak these words like yesterday
That you and me were something special
All too beautiful to forget, thank God I can see
One cannot match you with words (maybe there's a better expression for this...)
For you it’s not enough to hurt you have to tear up hearts
You were gentle to me, told me how much you love me
That there’s nobody who understands your heart like me
And that nobody else will ever come into question
No matter if the day might come one day where doubts arise
Because the two of us united are too strong for quarrels
You swore faithfulness and more, you said you forgive me
You said you’d be there, but what remained when you left
You said you’d save me and console me
You’d help me, you said you’d fill
And replace what I myself am not
You swore you’d be in happiness or panic
Swore you’d give support
But when I fall I feel nothing (of it)
You swore you’d be the woman of my life until I die
You’d be the mother of my children and (you’d be) with me through good and bad (times)
And what happened now
For you I am only some „Ex“
What happened now
You don’t care if I rap about you
du siehst mich und guckst einfach nur weg,
und was ist jetzt,
Am I easy to forget
Am I substituted
I’ve tried everything from Telefone to e-mail and letter
To the point where I started to write about you desperately
You’ve blocked everything, that’s why every sorrow remained in my head
Since I couldn’t tell it to anybody, I wrote it down and dropped it again
My mom even cried, she heard it and understood
That in the end every rhyme I write is screaming your name
Every Valentine’s Day, Birthday and New Year’s Eve
Flower and cards nevertheless I had nothing else but waiting anxiously
Whether you’d have mercy with me someday and you’d give an answer to my questions
Which blow up my head, while once I promised to you to always carry it high
And I also promised you to be with you
But didn’t break it (the promise), even if it was not as easy for you
Hidden and concealed, I have decieved myself in you
You are far too weak and lazy
To keep your promises or simply have consideration for something
You’ve left me, you’re the one to blame
So come and care for the burden which creates selfishness
What happend to the big love now
To the big plans of our life together
The common ground, our dreams and the whole time
They fade away like nothing, I am an optimist but hope leaves me
Don’t just leave me behind like this, isn’t there at least hatered for me
I can’t understand you anymore no matter how hard I try
You’re the one anymore who was with me, this woman has died unfortunately
Now you have the courage to say you like to move to the place where I live
Do I look like a clone, I won’t let my welfare be threatened
You think everyhing is perfectly easy between us, it is super nice
When you tell me a short while before (it happens) everything is cool and settled
But Babe I’m sorry this is not your territory
It is not enough after all this time to have ten minutes of smalltalk and smiles
And don’t tell me about your new guy, what’s the count, I should be delighted
Applaude that you feel better, I feel bad and I cry
Every night when I wake up again soaked in sweat
Because who knows if you ever loved me
Since I don’t feel anything of this sh*t