Between the love and the “coldness”*
I thought
That between the two (of us)
Was missing life
Maybe color
(It) was missing you
(It) was missing me
And I invented
An ideal (person)
Someone in whom
I could dream
Since then
I’ve been unfaithful
Just in my mind, not in my skin
A secret man
A blow of illusion
A scream of my heart
A non-existent lover
An escape for my mind
A way to live
When I don’t feel you in me
How can I love like this?
Sleep now
Between you and me
Between the desire
And what I am
Between my dreams and what I have
Between the love and the “coldness”*
A secret man