In believing wholeheartedly in lies I saw through
What I realized, what I realized
Is that it's too late to stand still
In ignoring my blackened heart
What I understood, what I understood
Is that it's too late to regain my footing
Ah, in giving birth to a child like that
With misery being sneered at by diligence
What I understand is the failure of denial
And love that has become an empty shell
When I learned that there was nothing useful
In a naive girl behaving like a lady
The role that was left to me was to be reborn as a slave
That alone is my life
Bring this cycle of death and rebirth to an end
Come, destroy this world
And this heart
And this body
And the boundless peace that has existed until now
Abandon the overgrown idol
Give up the entwined status quo
Coldly,
Justly,
Rip out this warped ingratiation
It's unfortunate, but you were born useless
And however you struggle
Nothing is left for you
But a future of abject misery.
Far better to dry your tears
And gracefully accept defeat
If you do, then we can be happy
In indulging in lies I saw through
What I realized, what I realized
Was that the end of the dream was near
In bluntly saying blackened words
What I understood, what I understood
Was that the blame for the sin was near
In being born in such a clumsy form
And being pursued by a nausea directed towards myself
What I understand is the failure of denial
And dysfunctional love
I've found out that a naive girl behaving like a lady
Is absolutely worthless
I'll offer, for you whom I haven't yet met,
To grant your prayer not to be born
Bring this cycle of death and rebirth to an end
Come, destroy this world
And this heart
And this body
And the boundless peace that has existed until now
Escape from all of creation
Evade these complicated feelings
And the countless illnesses carved into
These hands
These eyes
It repeats over and over
Talking to myself, dangerous thoughts
The true nature of a love that's been almost fully consumed
Saying "Look at the present moment," I cut off the absoluteness of harsh words and this malformed defeat
Wholeheartedly believing "one life is all you get" is the birth of pure delusion!
So saying
I reproduce as a slave; that alone is my life
The strangely pleasant feeling of parting of your own accord with the peace that is connected and then cut off
Frankly saying gloomy words as the next victim appears in a secret room
In the moment that I'm able to appreciate this kind of feeling, I wonder if I'll understand the world
In the moment that I'm able to appreciate this kind of pain, I wonder if I'll understand what comes after
I haven't been able to smile
I wonder when that began
The memories that kept on building and building
Are making me dizzy!
Both my eyes become wet, become wet
I'll part with that which ended
It's unfortunate, but you were born useless
And however you struggle
You have no choice
But a future of abject misery.
Far better to dry your tears
And then, will you journey forth without hesitation?
Or be born over again?
If you do, then we can be happy
You've done nothing wrong
(Probably)