うみなおし [umi naoshi] [English translation]

In believing wholeheartedly in lies I saw through

What I realized, what I realized

Is that it's too late to stand still

In ignoring my blackened heart

What I understood, what I understood

Is that it's too late to regain my footing

Ah, in giving birth to a child like that

With misery being sneered at by diligence

What I understand is the failure of denial

And love that has become an empty shell

When I learned that there was nothing useful

In a naive girl behaving like a lady

The role that was left to me was to be reborn as a slave

That alone is my life

Bring this cycle of death and rebirth to an end

Come, destroy this world

And this heart

And this body

And the boundless peace that has existed until now

Abandon the overgrown idol

Give up the entwined status quo

Coldly,

Justly,

Rip out this warped ingratiation

It's unfortunate, but you were born useless

And however you struggle

Nothing is left for you

But a future of abject misery.

Far better to dry your tears

And gracefully accept defeat

If you do, then we can be happy

In indulging in lies I saw through

What I realized, what I realized

Was that the end of the dream was near

In bluntly saying blackened words

What I understood, what I understood

Was that the blame for the sin was near

In being born in such a clumsy form

And being pursued by a nausea directed towards myself

What I understand is the failure of denial

And dysfunctional love

I've found out that a naive girl behaving like a lady

Is absolutely worthless

I'll offer, for you whom I haven't yet met,

To grant your prayer not to be born

Bring this cycle of death and rebirth to an end

Come, destroy this world

And this heart

And this body

And the boundless peace that has existed until now

Escape from all of creation

Evade these complicated feelings

And the countless illnesses carved into

These hands

These eyes

It repeats over and over

Talking to myself, dangerous thoughts

The true nature of a love that's been almost fully consumed

Saying "Look at the present moment," I cut off the absoluteness of harsh words and this malformed defeat

Wholeheartedly believing "one life is all you get" is the birth of pure delusion!

So saying

I reproduce as a slave; that alone is my life

The strangely pleasant feeling of parting of your own accord with the peace that is connected and then cut off

Frankly saying gloomy words as the next victim appears in a secret room

In the moment that I'm able to appreciate this kind of feeling, I wonder if I'll understand the world

In the moment that I'm able to appreciate this kind of pain, I wonder if I'll understand what comes after

I haven't been able to smile

I wonder when that began

The memories that kept on building and building

Are making me dizzy!

Both my eyes become wet, become wet

I'll part with that which ended

It's unfortunate, but you were born useless

And however you struggle

You have no choice

But a future of abject misery.

Far better to dry your tears

And then, will you journey forth without hesitation?

Or be born over again?

If you do, then we can be happy

You've done nothing wrong

(Probably)