My skin becomes pale.
I cannot say anything.
But I don’t go anyway.
My mind is at the dead end.
What have you created from me?
I made spells to you to not go.
I can see in front of me, my lonliness(being without you) will never end.
I know how it is to be being without you, but you never know how it is to be being without me.
You say you will get you used to it, but I can never get used to it.
You say I am afraid, then take me too.
I am so so alone, but I can’t stay alone.
Don’t be afraid, I will take you from that hole.