I just wanted to be ordinary
But I'm not
It's just pure trauma, confusion and if you want
I'll show you my best
I'll show you my worst
I'll show you the truth
Which is to be imperfect and nothing but
What a dream to be stable
What a dream to be lovable
What a dream to not put everything to lose
Be controllable
But I feel too much
I'm sorry, I do wrong
To be real has a price
I always pay it
I just wanted to be ordinary
Without being a cliché
Don't be emotionally dependent on you
Why am I always like this?
Hard to be with
Hard to live without me
Sorry if I messed up with you
Shouted at you
Sorry if I hurt you just to entertain myself
I just wanted to be ordinary
I just wanted to be
I'm sorry if I messed up with you
Shouted at you
Sorry if I hurt you just to entertain myself
I just wanted to be ordinary
I just wanted to be
I just wanted less guilt and more love
To be able to count on, to be able to talk about anything
Control my impulses
Be less visceral
Making more sense would do me less harm
I just wanted to be ordinary
Without being a cliché
Don't be emotionally dependent on you
Why am I always like this?
Hard to be with
Hard to live without me
Sorry if I messed up with you
Shouted at you
Sorry if I hurt you just to entertain myself
I just wanted to be ordinary
I just wanted to be
I'm sorry if I messed up with you
Shouted at you
Sorry if I hurt you just to entertain myself
I just wanted to be ordinary
I just wanted to be
(Sorry if I messed up with you)
(Sorry if I shouted at you)