I was closed indoors
From there I found myself
Lights go off, I see when the doors open
I'm only opening these wounds for this season
I was supposed to move forward, but now I'm going back
Shit, I have butterflies
It's been a long time since I've told anyone this
Starting point was non-existent as it was
Because of one mistake I got sentenced for four years
How was I alone, even though I got nothing but attention
Other half died already, other half is dark
And the rest is consumed by fame
It's easy to judge when you don't understand
I walked by myself, no one did it for me
So it's not a coincidence
Greetings Little-Mikke, 2005
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And somewhere in your room
Wild silk curtains swing in the air
When it gets dark
In your empty room
Wind plays crystals in a crown
If it gets cold they'll close the window
I look up, It's almost forty degrees outside
I think of what I've said or what I've left unsaid
Now ignite the fire place, stay on this journey
I promise to be honest, If you ask I'll answer
I see much clearer, I know what to do here
And you can't learn life other than living
And when I realized that, I got what I wanted
Sometimes I lost why I started
I scattered everything, these years have been like smoke
I forced myself to do everything I was told
I've lived life that many would've been scared to live
Fuck, why didn't grandma wake up anymore
She said "Never back down from anyone or anything"
And keep care of those who keep you alive
I breath out, I breath in
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