The silence is waking me up
oh carnival, why did you start without me
What kind of bile should i spit
What kind of silence did everyone else share, i wonder.
i have many symptoms
and the walks are now prohibited.
i am chronically ill
and instead of mask i wear you, madness.
Celebration at last, no celebration
is deserved to the vulrenable ones.
Cheap lives, you died yesterday
the masks arrived in hordes.
You look like you're dead, oh my, where did you find this mask, tell me too
everything i say is ignored and goes to waste.
Say a word so i can hear you, scare me
look at me in the eyes, to scare me.
But you can't, you are inactive, you cannot become any good
Take a look at the one with the angel's wings, waving,
he has blood in his eyes and he acts like he's fine, while he hurts
and if you tell him to turn to take a look,
he will not enjoy changing heaven.
He's too waiting in line for a vaccine,
before he starts dancing with the others in the pyre
and the one they are burning, oh how he resembles me
only by the fact that you enjoy it, it stops scaring me.
Find me a mask to wear, anything so i will be saved
and an i.c.u. robe in my size, to fit myself
or some face with a sorrowful grimace,
like a man about to kill himself staring at us from a rooftop.
i do everything to save myself from the fire, cut me some slack,
i made a mistake that i didn't wear the mask.
You should go to the carnival
your silence and the one of the masks are so similar
and as long as they chose it for you, you should go
you'll be alone, and you will be counting on ones who are alone.
For this reason, wear the first mask that you will find
take the decision and do as the high priests tell you
and if you too obey when your turn comes
your costume will seem suitable to you
and if you find for them pure blood to quench their thirst,
they might forget your face forever
and only remember the ridiculous mask that you wear
and you will be allowed to kowtow among the silent ones.
You won't be afraid, no matter how ashamed of yourself you will be,
everything around you will be desensitized.
You won't be jealous of how the others left free,
you will get used near the carnival.
You should go to the carnival
your silence and the one of the masks are so similar
and as long as they chose it for you, you should go
you'll be alone, and you will be counting on ones who are alone.
Cheap end, everything is cheap
The mask fit you well.