Since you have not been with me.
everything went wrong.
I am with another man out of habit.
I repeat mistakes, and do not care.
Sad are people like me,
that start to love when they lose.
If you could only see,
With him was meaningless.
I need you, I am so scared to admit.
Without you, I can no longer live.
I had never, believe me,
intentionally hurt you.
If we were brave,
I would last with you, forever.
Far away from your sight,
I keep pretending that everything is getting better,
But cry when no one watches.
Cause, I do not want anyone to see me like this.
In a moment of truth,
when one admits everything,
I still want you,
and I know I am not allowed to...