For consolation friends say
That you forget with time
You forget the voice and the laughter
The exact color of the hair and the eyes
But that is exactly what you don't want
You don't want to forget anything
No word, no look
Not the most casual gesture
Because the essential always happens as a sideline
I wrote so many letters
Like a tree which loses its leaves in the winter
And lived like a monk
For being which does not exist here
I vowed to do so many things
And believed myself that everything was true
But with time everything was gone, became replaceable
It is sad
I don't mourn you anymore
It is sad
I don't mourn you anymore
And when I think about it now
What would not have done for you
Would have sold my soul
Would have walked over mountains and through every ocean
For a single call
For a single kind word
Thought my love was eternal
But now it is gone
Because with time
You forget
You forget