Wasn't raised religious
But I wish that I was
Having nothing to believe in
It’s been killing my buzz
Yeah I comb my hair, close the blinds
Play Hallelujah like two dozen times
And yesterday, I tried to pray
But I didn't know what to say
I'm too sad to cry
Too high to get up
Don’t even try 'cause I'm scared to fuck up
Don't like to talk
Just lay in my bed
Don't even try to go out with my friends
Lied to my doctors she knew I was faking
Gave me some pills but I'm too scared to take them
I try and I try
But I'm too sad to cry
Can't tell my mama
It makes her worry
I’m not suicidal
Sometimes the lies get all blurry
Yeah I comb my hair, close the blinds
Play Hallelujah like two dozen times
And yesterday, I tried to pray
But I didn’t know what to say
I'm too sad to cry
Too high to get up
Don’t even try 'cause I'm scared to fuck up
Don't like to talk
Just lay in my bed
Don’t even try to go out with my friends
Lied to my doctors she knew I was faking
Gave me some pills but I'm too scared to take them
I try and I try
But I'm too sad to cry
I'm too sad to cry
Too high to get up
Don't even try 'cause I'm scared to fuck up
Don't like to talk
I just stay in my bed
Don't even try to go out with my friends
Lied to my doctors she knew I was faking
Gave me some pills but I'm too scared to take them
I try and I try
But I'm too sad to cry