All kids falter with me,
I'm not a kid anymore, I'm not ready anymore
I was born in a straitjacket, way too big and I had plenty of time
It became tighter real fucking slowly
Sometimes my mother is like big stones in my shoe
Why can't I have some of you too?
Why can't I say everything you really wanna hear too?
Why can't I just like you too,
Without it being so obvious that I just need intimacy?
And that I would go with you, everything I give you
Call me when you're drunk, then I'm too high too tell you
Once I almost did it, on the terrace, at that party
So just hold me, 'cause someone else can do the rest
Just don't want to be forgotten by you
I painted with my widest brush, had my thumb on the scale
Sometimes I wonder if it's me,
Or if it's you who have to put on the mask and let it fall?
Everything I don't remember
Everything was true, that can't be made up
Just promise to never promise anything again
Everything went wrong
In my mirror, so please if you do that stuff
Pray a little for me
I said, yeah, I said: That wasn't nice
She's just like: I'm not nice, and I'm not the one I think you want
How do you know so well what the pillars can carry?
Saw flames in eyes so blue
Everything I'd thought of and planned,
I let become asphalt, 'cause everything I said was painted black
You were just like "Fuck you Cez", I was verging on "Fuck everything"
Nothing's promised or worth everything anyway
Just wasn't keen on being forgotten by you
I painted with my widest brush, had my thumb on the scale
None of us know, at least not me
What, why or who we are
Everything I don't remember
Everything was true, that can't be made up
Just promise to never promise anything again
Everything went wrong
In my mirror, so please if you do that stuff
Pray a little for me