Toivo [English translation]

I can't understand that loving is illegal

Feelings for so wrong person is it even possible

When I'm looking at you it feels like there was a wall between us

And the only way to unload my heart is to get my mouth open

I can't touch or be in contact physically, not at all

This love has nothing to do with luck

It's ugly but at the same time fucking beautiful

Now we're going fast and our minds fall out from the speed

You're the one, you have to be

Why the fuck I didn't say it immediately

Now the feelings are burning in my stomach like on a pyre

It's not good for anybody my head is on a pit

The war and love - in these everything is acceptable

They say "can I have this dance"

Good bye dear, I want a new soul satisfied

I hope that we'll see when you're not chained in front of me

refrain:

I still can see hope between ruins

And I still hope that I'm not the only one

Who senses that hope in bad moments

I hope that you see that hope albeit there's only a little bit of it left

I hope

That someday I could see

How that child grows up and we are friends with the enemy

That you stand by my side and hold my hand

When the barriers finally get crushed and we're walking on the same side

The wounds won't get any better and the seams don't last either

Then hope will be a blessing and for "thank you" you can make it

to push more effort for us to be able to live still

To lighten an onus for a moment so that we can keep the rhythm

The impulse goes away but I still have some hope

That I can solve these problems

And turn them to a victory with my heart

So that I can hum happily on the street

It afflicts your mind when the situation is hopeless

You can be not thinking about it although you have some hope left

And it's all you need

Though the days are often full of saddness only

refrain

At junior high school they are trying to brainwash me to go that way

That I would go to high school no matter where it leads to

When you're walking on a stony road they want you to become a rural police chief

They know how easy it is to impact to a human mind

I know that I should generalise although it is common

I'm a victim of this systeme maybe you'e one of us

(You know that yourself too) The dreams are often scrapped by the truth

The neverending disappointment disheartens and it makes things more passive

You give everything but you don't get anything

The neighbour copies from his friend and he gets everyting

If you have connections you manage it's sad

But it's true that I'm not a friend for everyone

And it gives much more work - you can't

Assume that you could get everything for free because

In to the easy life that way is the most difficult

I didn't think of my choices very carefully

I don't know what is coming next but

refrain

That you understand too why I keep decelerating

And sometimes I work like a guitar that is out of tune

I want to see and experience much more things

Than just hatred, frustration and scream

And when the situation seems to be very hard

I hope that it's you who is helping me not the pills

I try to keep my sense and not to let it go

I'm just 20-something and my hair has turned to gray

I have to work and see today

Because my attitude in this has roots in my childhood

And that's something I'm tied up

And my cap on my neck needs to be tied up

When it all finally comes crashing down

Then I guess the rest of the problems will appear then

Maybe sun will shine into this bunch of sticks too

And that's the moment when I sense that hope