My sight is distinct
It's very sad and contaminates
I want to stop believing
Stay alone and not see
Everytime I feel less alive
Defeated and confused
Without knowing what to do
I don't seem to understand
That even though everything here is really good
My mind doesn't stop running
That everything passes
That life suddenly reaches me
That I'm so tired
My mind needs of the calm
That everything changes
My world feels as if it's ending
Because this (thing) attacks
In silence I seem to doubt
Life is a process
Every person builds their bet
And at the same time
One finds corners of uncertainties
I look at the sky
I ask the world
For answers to this (thing) that eats me
But I have to dig my insides out
That even though everything here is really good
My mind doesn't stop running
That everything passes
That life all suddenly reaches me
That I'm so tired
My mind needs of the calm
That everything changes
My world feels as if it's ending
Because this (thing) attacks
In silence I seem to doubt
The violence of my subtle mind
Without me knowing,
can leave me here
I want to be strong,
Not stop the fight
But this fight is only against (and between) me
That everything passes
That life suddenly reaches me
That I'm so tired
My mind needs of the calm
That everything changes
My world feels as if it's ending
Because this (thing) attacks
But I know that I will win (in the end)