That's what I say and in the end I'm always crying
And I'm frustrated, I struggle with your absence
Every attempt of saving myself from the shadow
that wraps me in, that returns me to the same lie,
leads to depression
I suffer, I'm a mess away from you
I run again, escaping from your shadow
I'm destroyed, everything is black
I suffer, love has shred me
I can't stand it, kill me so that it is gone
I'm destroyed, for you I'm drunk
I suffer
Where will go all this, it has no ending
I destroy myself, I know it, but I don't oppose
I'm closed on myself and the world seems strange to me
I neither die or live, I'm here and waiting
I suffer, I'm a mess away from you
I run again, escaping from your shadow
I'm destroyed, everything is black
I suffer, love has shred me
I can't stand it, kill me so it is gone
I'm destroyed, for you I'm drunk
I walk around my room
I mark on the walls every day that passes
I've lost my soul, mind and mood
I don't wanna live