[Part 1]
Actually, I just want to go home, but I'm far too far away again
You only see snow-white sneakers, not the knee-deep dirt
My thoughts spin in circles in a jet that is far too narrow
For you the view is infinite, but my head is the prison
You see luxury and the fucking fame and then wonder why I'm not okay
But you only pay for all the jewelry and the shitty designer dresses with your blood money
Like a hunt for your head, everyone wants a piece of you for their block
They have an ocean of promises, but nobody keeps just one word
I see your eyes and see the hope, but mine reflect the misery
33 years only dirty days, even if the last seven are okay
You look at me and say you drink to life with me
Fill your glass with red wine and I fill mine with your tears
[Pre-hook]
The world must be so beautiful through your eyes
Through my eyes the world is so old and gray
In their eyes they see you and your beauty
A cold run is reflected in my eyes
[Hook]
You need the sun and love
I need the shadow and the depth
You and I are too different
'Cause I never find my peace
[Part 2]
I look at you and ask myself, "Why do you love so much what has been cold for a long time?"
Among thousands of diamonds you took the last worthless stone with you
You, you love your life loudly, I prefer to hate mine quietly
You need your friends around you more and I need more time for myself
Maybe broken inside, but have been coping with it for years. While you see the roses blooming, I count the thorns that they carry
You see a laugh, you believe in the good, I believe the facade
Because man only loves money and the money to betray people
Because there is war in my head, I don't hope much
Except just a little about the fact that God sees us
Just as you can see how much guilt is on me
As well as all of my sins and love me anyway
I owe you a sea of words, but say nothing
You put your heart in these hands and watch it break
[Pre-hook]
The world must be so beautiful through your eyes
Through my eyes the world is so old and gray
In their eyes they see you and your beauty
A cold run is reflected in my eyes
[Hook]
You need the sun and love
I need the shadow and the depth
You and I are too different
'Cause I never find my peace