[Intro]
Time has passed
[Verse 1]
Tonight after the dark falls
I'll leave the house and I'll go out to the street
The night is colored like winter
At day the air is different when you're not here
Loose laces, so many runnings
Chasing my teenage smile
I can't hide from you that I've missed these times
When I write I remember and when I remember it hurts
However I still write tracks, tears in the eyes
And small bites on the neck
And the lyrics reach your ears like whispers
At nights you've got so much in your head
My body is a collage from yesterday's choices
From returns to loves that hurt me
From wounds that hurt and burn my skin
And I have pain in my eyes that other people find charming
Those who feel broken inside
Even when the sorrow remains in their heart like a secret
So as not to be seen by those
Who can't see beyond their plastic smile
That's why I never intended to tell all these
I put them in a bottle and closed it with a cork
I throw it at the bottom of the silence
Next to the nightshift ship I got on to find you
But at nights that don't seem to pass I think every ''what if''
At hours that the shadow on my wall talks to me
And I have migraines that write rhymes
Because my hands can't be taken off my body
I think every ''don't'', every other moment
Every bad word I've ever told you
And I'm so afraid that you'll come over
But I won't be here, it will be only silence
[Interlude]
It's strange what you choose to leave behind
I've got an insecurity box full of memories
You've hidden an old sweater at the bottom of your wardrobe
That you wore the night I shaped on the floor
A candle heart for us
And tonight
[Verse 2]
You're here again like not a day has passed by
I react like somebody threw ashes in my drink
At dawn you'll leave again and you'll get lost at the bottom
Of my guilts cause you don't feel the same for us as I do
You're here again like not a day has passed by
I react like somebody threw ashes in my drink
At dawn you'll leave again and you'll get lost at the bottom
But the scilence will be here, the scilence and I