the last day of my adolescence [English translation]

Something weighs on my chest

What is this?

As my goal gets closer

This grows heavier

Free in name only

Chained in reality

I'm halfway between

Today and yesterday

I'm in a straitjacket of complicated answers

And involved in a web of trouble

My guess may be both right and wrong

All these worries shackle my feet

Without you

The world is in a mess

I feel something deep inside

Hearing the voice within cry

I run alone where it leads me

Breaking free from the words

Still lingering in my ears

Rather than anyone else

I'll be like myself

To prepare myself

And reach out my hands

There is no hurdle

Too high to overcome

God sure would not

Give it to anyone

Soon forgotten

But just for a short while

Even step by step

I want to get closer to it

Unlike me and yet like me

The same coin looks different from different angles

Simple, complex, and way too honest

The definition of me is full of contradictions

To those comfortable

And blurry days

I say goodbye

Hearing the voice within cry

I run alone where it leads me

Kicking away my tears

Just about to come loose

Rather than anyone else

I'll be like myself

To prepare myself

And reach out my hands

Hearing the voice within cry

I run alone where it leads me

Breaking free from the words

Still lingering in my ears

With all my strength

Hearing the voice within cry

I run alone where it leads me

Kicking away my tears

Just about to come loose

Rather than anyone else

I'll be like myself

To prepare myself

And reach out my hands