When the fever breaks
I will be right here sitting in the same spot I'm sitting right now
My faith has started to shake
I don't know if I still believe you'll ever come to life with this crowd
Am I the only one who feels lonely even though I know I'm surrounded by friends?
Am I the only one who feels that fevered longing?
God I know I'm the only one who can
There's things that I hide, things I keep in the corners of my mind and I can't keep hiding
I know you won't approve of this, I've got bad taste in art and sex and lying
When we sat in my basement and I showed you all my wrongs, you said, "just don't quit your day job."
You were right, and I gave up four years ago, but some things are just too hard to leave behind
I've changed my mind so many times 'coz wanted you to like me
And I'm ashamed to admit it took me this long, but I don't care if you like me anymore
Am I the only (Am I the only)
One who feels that fevered longing?
Am I the only (Am I the only)
God I know I'm the only one who can