如果雨之後 [The Chaos After You] [Rúguǒ yǔ zhīhòu] [English translation]

If after the rain, tears still won't stop flowing

If after the sorrow, my gaze becomes more persistent

That pair of hands which I can't hold

That affection no longer received by anyone

Just like the cloud drifting across the sky endlessly

If after the rain, the heart is still jealous

If after sorrow, I lose my warmth

Don't want anyone else to pamper you

But I cannot hold on to anything of yours

We have not ended, I won't admit defeat

I just want to say, I have loved seriously

What wrong did two people in love commit

To deserve a love so torturous

I, have loved deeply

In my heart, you never have left

If you want to leave, take me with you

If after the rain, my heart still hurts

If after the sorrow, I lose my warmth

I miss the times we spent together

Yet to mend the cracks

Yet to give you happiness, how can I admit defeat

I just want to say, I have loved seriously

What wrong did two people in love commit

To deserve a love so torturous

I, have loved deeply

In my heart, you never have left

If you want to leave, take me with you

Me who didn't protect you well

What right do I have to wish

To hear you love me once again

I've got a smile on my face

Become the person whom I promised to be

Waiting for you to start all over again with me

Nobody was at fault, we both loved truthfully

In the face of fate, we realize how fragile life can be

I cannot stop who's leaving me

I, have loved deeply

Nobody can ever replace you in my heart

You have never left

If you want to leave, take me with you