Taylor told me already
We are junkies of external love
We need the stranger's applause
We have left our peace in their hands
I've built castles
With the devotion of that one who I don't know
And now they're peeling off
Like porcelain
And in the end I've been
The only one who has swallowed
The poison, waiting
For others to die
If all I am is
What is expected of me
I don't know what I want, nobody
Asks me
My hand doesn't tremble
When I say I hate them
And I hate them all the same
Because love has no sense to me
Love is full of
Goals and closed doors
Lines that must not be crossed
Love always
Waits, always waits
To be corresponded
But hate does not wait for you
And everything is easier that way
If all I am is
What is expected of me
I don't know what I want, nobody
Asks me