I learned to fight in the street, pikes, I flung hundreds of them
And when we went out as a crew, we brought down antennas
It was crappy at home, things weren’t so good but there was nothing to show off
I avenged myself outside with my brothers who were looking for the same consolation
In the mixed gang that we formed, each had a different background
So the weakest played hard when we ran into a brick wall, we didn’t like to be scared
Left my parents’ house, I only had two suitcases that were nearly empty
I robbed the shops, from now on, I’m alone, I have to stay alive
I slept on the stairs or at my homie’s, but that irritated me
And, in my songs, I played roles, I spoke about euros and expensive clothing
It’s too simple to be complicated, it’s too complicated to be simple
We supported each other with everything in the hoods, there were about five of us
In front of other people, we exaggerated the figures and each one’s exploits
We transformed smacks into nukes, just to leave them shocked
Fascinated by the real Gs, kilos of weed in the Jeep
Besides, at the cemetery of dreams, lay our hopes as rascals
No more space on the random access memory, stories of plasters
A kind of morbid boredom that made you wish for some drama
But then the feeling will disappear when the first person went missing
When I understood that I was a coward among those who embraced the street
A friend in trouble was taken, a rough-cut guy got him out for us **
My brother told me: “Fix your eyes on the price”, not a penny but we took it
At least, we’ll have attempted to, that’s it, welcome to the future
Try to prove that you’re real, become real by no longer trying
Yeah
Later, I’ll thank the traitors for revealing those who were real
Who would have thought that rap would save me?
I have to be there for my socially-disadvantaged ones, I’m concerned about all that as well
I’m no longer this I-don’t-care guy, I've known more than one suicides
An ambulance passes and on the beat, sirens are tuned up
They want to know if I still remember them
My blood’s freezing, always the same nightmare
I feel like I get on people’s nerves, they hate that I’m becoming successful
The truth hurts and it’s only to people that I enjoy lying to
Little Isma was born on the day when the thrushes were selling in bits
Touched, facing the sea, I inhaled the gust of ocean spray
Rap, it’s the art of crying out, the taste of the zeal of breaking rules
But the man from whom you borrow will leave his on the crime weapon
So I decline the gift, my spirit will cross over to the heavens
When suffering becomes endless, one of us will overthrow the leaders
With a laugh of saffron colour, none of these idiots will confront each other
It’s the soldiers that we’ll leave in front and they’re not the ones who’ll save them
Deep down, it’s true, up until Sevran, hardly weaned, we were hotheads
Apart from my family, I’m like destiny, I care for few things
I moved around too much to belong to one hood
I played a role in front of the bitches having my own idea in mind
I was terrified each time I had to fight
The vultures were lurking around as if I was taking a test
And in a nasty plan, a warning signal on the screen
It can cost you dearly if you get involved, like at the Molitor swimming pool
You nicely told me that you were in control but you’re still an alcoholic
It makes me sad, even when you smile at me looking melancholic
Seine Zoo, the young fennecs, the lion cubs and elephant calves
I’ve come of age but I’m still scared of my mother and of ghosts
I have to be there for my socially-disadvantaged ones, I’m concerned about all that as well
I’m no longer this I-don’t-care guy, I didn’t only experience a suicide
An ambulance passes and on the beat, sirens are tuned up
They want to know if I still remember them
My blood’s freezing, always the same nightmare
I feel like I’m a get on people’s nerves, they hate that I’m becoming successful
The truth hurts and it’s only to people that I enjoy lying to
The first relationship made you suffer so you’ll mess up the last one
But war, it’s like an escalation of the rules of hell
And we settled the scores with extinguishing blows at boarding school
When will the seconds of an endless night come to an end so that nothing will alternate
Never alone, so my rogues cry during the interval
The fear within, we kill it but don’t bury it well
Dear sir, we build ourselves on shaky foundation
In love, I screw up everything, forced to devastate anyone I feel threatened by
Don’t allow yourself to lose respect when a man’s hitting on you, miss
If I was okay in the head, I wouldn’t have made the choice to become an artiste
Sell them their damn insipid rap and the contract slips
Dude, I don’t see your buddies on the track list anymore
Seen how you suck, I’d be surprised if you’re shot
Independent like PNL, we want to be the first like Jul
In rap, it’s our suffering that we drop on you like hints
It’s like a hell of a revenge when I bleed the record companies dry
Wait, come on, what do they want ??, there? They think I’m going to respond or what?